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Tuesday morning –

Sue – you can go or stay –

There is but one alternative –

We differ often lately, and this

must be the last.

You need not fear to leave me

lest I should be alone, for

I often part with things I fan-

cy I have loved, –  sometimes to

the grave, and sometimes to an

oblivion rather bitterer than

death – thus my heart bleeds

so frequently that I shant

mind the hemorrhage, and I only

add an agony to several previous

ones, and at the end of day re-

mark a bubble burst!

Such incidents would grieve

me when I was but a child,

and perhaps I could have wept

¦ 

when little feet hard by mine,

stood still in the coffin, but

eyes grow dry sometimes, and

hearts get crisp and cinder,

and had as life burn.

SueI have lived by this.

It is the lingering emblem

of the Heaven I once dreamed,

and though if this is taken,

I shall remain alone, and

though in that last day, the

Jesus Christ you love, remark

he does not know me — there

is a darker spirit will not

disown it’s child.

Few have been given me, and if

I love them so, that for idolatry,

they are removed from me – I

simply murmur gone, and the

billow dies away into the bound-

less blue, and no one knows but

me, that one went down to-

day. We have walked very

pleasantly — Perhaps this is the

point at which our paths

 ¦ 

diverge – then pass on singing

Sue, and up the distant hill

I journey on.

 

I have a Bird in spring
Which for myself doth sing –
The spring decoys.
And as the summer nears –
And as the Rose appears,
Robin is gone.

 

Yet do I not repine
Knowing that Bird of mine
Though flown –
Learneth beyond the sea
Melody new for me
And will return.

 

Fast in a safer hand
Held in a truer Land
Are mine –
And though they now depart,
Tell I my doubting heart
They′re thine.

 

 ¦

 

In a serener Bright,
In a more golden light
I see
Each little doubt and fear,
Each little discord here
Removed.

 

Then will I not repine,
Knowing that Bird of mine
Though flown
Shall in a distant tree
Bright melody for me
Return.


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