Tuesday morning –
Sue – you can go or stay –
There is but one alternative –
We differ often lately, and this
must be the last.
You need not fear to leave me
lest I should be alone, for
I often part with things I fan-
cy I have loved, – sometimes to
the grave, and sometimes to an
oblivion rather bitterer than
death – thus my heart bleeds
so frequently that I shant
mind the hemorrhage, and I only
add an agony to several previous
ones, and at the end of day re-
mark a bubble burst!
Such incidents would grieve
me when I was but a child,
and perhaps I could have wept
¦
when little feet hard by mine,
stood still in the coffin, but
eyes grow dry sometimes, and
hearts get crisp and cinder,
and had as life burn.
Sue – I have lived by this.
It is the lingering emblem
of the Heaven I once dreamed,
and though if this is taken,
I shall remain alone, and
though in that last day, the
Jesus Christ you love, remark
he does not know me — there
is a darker spirit will not
disown it’s child.
Few have been given me, and if
I love them so, that for idolatry,
they are removed from me – I
simply murmur gone, and the
billow dies away into the bound-
less blue, and no one knows but
me, that one went down to-
day. We have walked very
pleasantly — Perhaps this is the
point at which our paths
¦
diverge – then pass on singing
Sue, and up the distant hill
I journey on.
Which for myself doth sing –
The spring decoys.
And as the summer nears –
And as the Rose appears,
Robin is gone.
Yet do I not repine
Knowing that Bird of mine
Though flown –
Learneth beyond the sea
Melody new for me
And will return.
Fast in a safer hand
Held in a truer Land
Are mine –
And though they now depart,
Tell I my doubting heart
They′re thine.
¦
In a more golden light
I see
Each little doubt and fear,
Each little discord here
Removed.
Then will I not repine,
Knowing that Bird of mine
Though flown
Shall in a distant tree
Bright melody for me
Return.
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